A New Season
Life is moving fast and seasons are changing. My kids are getting older and I'm feeling the itch to try new things in my personal and professional life. It's exciting and scary all at the same time. I've really been enjoying writing for Disney Baby and that has pushed me to try other new thing. I have to admit that I don't like trying new things. And I don't like trying anything that I might fail at. So I've put off returning to work because, well, I was afraid. But as I said, seasons are changing and God is opening doors and closing other ones.
In anticipation of coming changes we have decided to put Isabel in daycare part time. No lie, I am freaking out! She's my babyyy. She's the sweetest thing and I wish we could spend all day everyday just cuddling. But it's time to expand her little world. I'm pretty picky about childcare for my kids, so choosing the right place for her was difficult but I'm confident this daycare will take excellent care of her. (By the way, check out my post on DB on how we chose the right daycare here.) I know she will cry the first few times we drop her off, that's just the way life goes, but I'm hopeful she will adjust soon. I feel like she will because she used to cry when we would drop her off at the church nursery on Sundays - but we stayed consistent and now she walks in happily and ready to play.
As for what I will be doing while Isabel and Liam are at school - I'm hoping to have some more time to focus on writing and I'll be looking for some work outside the home as well. It's all in God's hands.